My Thoughts. My Life

人生旅程之n – 无业游民

Posted by: ~eng~ on: April 5, 2012

即将步上人生的另一个旅程,做个无业游民~!

混乱的心情。。 参杂了期待,不舍 和 不安。。

可至少我终于有空档,可以找回迷失的自己 :)

不是不说再见,就不用分开。。

Posted by: ~eng~ on: April 4, 2012

感觉好悲啊。。。

倒数7 天。

Ok i just ate some food

Posted by: ~eng~ on: March 11, 2012

Even though it’s beinge eating, at least there’s sth down my stomach rite? Gonna have an early night today… Too tired.

When life has no meaning…

Posted by: ~eng~ on: March 10, 2012

Life onwards should never be gd anymore. He openly post on fb citing example on how his mum do things for the family and nv complain. Tell me to learn. I’m so sure he did it to spite me. He couldn’t have any time to speak to his mum that night.

Mothers are overload mostly because of incapable children and family members! If they are of help, the mother wun be suffering alone.

I’m not marrying over to be a maid. Want one, pay!

Very contridicting. Say i need to communicate more. But when i complain about his flaws, of how he is torturing me, he told me not to say hurtful things to him. It is so ok for him to hurt me, leave me be miserable. And on fb, imply ‘keep your mouth shut if u are jus doing that tiny bit of thing’. If it’s really easy, why not u try it huh?? You seem to only do things to mess them up. No??

I’m sure i will be demanded to remove this hurtful post once he sees it. It’s killing me, can’t u see?? Is it really ok for me to die quietly??

Surviving solely on chocolate bars now. Can’t seem to eat anything, even my favorite marutama ramen. But 2 hours later, in need for another fix.

I think i have been sending out far too many distress calls. The main reason why i’m still alive is because i have been constantly tellling myself to snap out of it and have a grip on myself. I’m alive solely becasue i’ve been trying to save myself. I was only told to stop being emo.

No courage to jump out of the window, too painful to slit wrists, and cant get my hands on sleeping pills. But who knows, one day i might just walk out of the road subconsciously…

Aishi aishi aishi… Aishi, I HATE YOU! DUN U DARE APPEAR IN MY LIFE!

其实只为一口气

Posted by: ~eng~ on: March 2, 2012

要是在一开始的时候就肯弃权,就不会搞得自己如此不开心。 到最后只得到一口不甘心, 还有许多的无奈和满身怨气。

这个农历二月好像在走霉运,做什么都不顺心, 好像全世界就剩下自己一人,所有的事都得一律承担。。。

也许根本就没这样糟,可我现在的心情就是如此。

When your time is cheap…

Posted by: ~eng~ on: March 2, 2012

People take you for granted and make you do things they think is not that important enough for their attention.

I shall consider charging for doing all these unimportant stuffs…

Have a jolly day

Posted by: ~eng~ on: February 14, 2012

Cuz it’s my birthday! Haha.
May your day be happy like mine! :)

Red nails for cny

Posted by: ~eng~ on: January 25, 2012

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Fukubukuro Bag

Posted by: ~eng~ on: January 19, 2012

From wikipedia, Fukubukuro (福袋 lucky bag, mystery bag?) is a Japanese New Year’s Day custom where merchants make grab bags filled with unknown random contents and sell them for a substantial discount, usually 50% or more off the list price of the items contained within.

My first time getting a fubukuro bag!!

So what’s inside?? Here’s the bird-eye view. Loads of stuffs seen.

What I’ve paid for is actually….

Loved the shampoo and conditioner. MM loves the hair serum.

The freebies that accompany…

 

Interested to get one of your own? From Eternity Inter-trade Spore Facebook page, there are 3 variants to chose from and each bag will contain 8 random gifts (combi of retail sized products + samples). You have till 6Feb 2012 or while stock last! :)

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The first of many

Posted by: ~eng~ on: January 16, 2012

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Cashier passed me a free pedicure set. My lucky day :)

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