Insecure
Posted by: ~eng~ on: December 24, 2011
Done a brief bit of reflection over the things that I have done recently. Done then regret. Said things that I tried not to, and later regret. But will do it all over again and the cycle continues.. 
After thinking through, realized that the cause might be that I’m feeling highly insecure now. Or the easier answer that I’m lack of sleep.
Future seems bleak. Jealousy of friends. My future seems to be held up and put into the KIV folder indefinitely. I don’t feel the hunger for success.
Maybe I’m too dependent on people around me. My life used to be for me, myself. But now it only seem to revolves around other people. Maybe it’s time for me to make some plans for myself, time to set goals.
Did not seem to achieve anything this year. Nothing has been accomplished, nothing has been gained. Me myself will climb out of the backseat and be myself once again.
Feeling really guilty for bitching about people, friends and being super whiney.. Couldn’t control myself is not an excuse. Or rather it’s just an excuse to get away….
Goals, I will set some!
12 Responses to "Insecure"
2 | mm
December 24, 2011 at 11:35 pm
N so now thinking of looking for another job.. But as we aged we start tk worry if we will be able to adjust to new environment.. N den must stilk factor in our next stage in life. U r looking after yrself .. Taking e korean classes.. Mayb next one take martial arts w me ? :p
~eng~
December 24, 2011 at 11:38 pm
No, no martial arts. Was never interested. Still thinking wat to take up..
Korean is not for me. Lol..
3 | Annaling
December 27, 2011 at 12:57 am
Tell me when you are going to set goals. 
I need some for myself too!
~eng~
December 27, 2011 at 8:42 am
I’ll tell u if I managed to achieve any (the first being successfully set goals)
BTW, your comment notification was marked as spam by gmail. LOL
Annaling
December 29, 2011 at 3:21 pm
NOOOOO!!! How can they mark me as spam???
Maybe because I forgot to login to comment again. But I forgot my pw. -.-
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December 24, 2011 at 11:30 pm
U r not e only one.. I’m also feeling insecure abt e future. Me n my hunt of a good job when i don’t even know wat i want. Regret quitting so soon n missing out on e bonus. But too late for rrgrets..haf to move on n learn from it. If i nv try i won’t know i’ m not suitable for it n will always lament over e fact that i didn’t try.
N
December 24, 2011 at 11:36 pm
I dun even dare to try. If u know wat i mean..
December 24, 2011 at 11:49 pm
if not now.. it will be harder in a few years times plus heard economy gg dwown next year… even harder…
December 24, 2011 at 11:53 pm
Cookery lessons where?? Those cc de like quite useless. Unless u have lobang, else might be easier to trial and error when we have our own kitchen next time.
When the pay is low, anywhere else would be higher…
My co already doing quite bad this yr… Next yr all budget cut.
December 25, 2011 at 12:02 am
Merry Christmas!!!